excercise

I have so much more to say!
I've started Made to Crave by Lysa somebody.
I've mostly given up all processed carbs and sugars.
Though today I had 3 little clif z bars. oops.
overall it's been a good plan and I feel good though it is too much animal products
to feel natural and breakfasts get old.
I did loose about 15 pounds in a scary fast amount of time while still
eating TONS of food. If anything I feel like my intake increased though the
pounds just fell off without the carbs. Now, i'm hovering around 192-194 which is better than 202-204. I had made it down to 183 or 184 over last summer but that didn't last long into the fall. I gained about exactly 20 pounds with each kid. How I'd love to return back to 140 but what I know is, it's not about weight, it's about obediance to God. Habits are hard to break. really hard. not just really hard, impossible without God and dying to self at least I think so. Gosh I seem to love this private and totally public posting. hmmmm. Oh ya, exercise. how do you even spell that word. Well, we live in north idaho and are more active here than we were in ohio. The kids and Tim started Christian Karate this week. We are all 5 signed up for 12+ mile Bloomsday. I hope we can pull it off. Luke and I walked over 3 miles the other morning. I hope we do more of that. He went from not being able to read a few months ago to being an amazing reader! I occassionally do Lori Sansone Pilates tape and I enjoy that. i guess I've procrastinated long enough. Tim starts his lifegaurding class in a couple weeks. He's been subbing. not really enjoying it but doing it. I want to kayak up the river with Kathryn someday. We all need new bikes except maybe Luke. I really want a motor boat to go to Lake CDA. We need a church to attend regularly. we're going to try Real Life again. Tim really needs a mens bible study. enough for now.